not one stitch

I haven't knitted one stitch in a week. I have been so tired from work that I've been sleeping most of the day on my days off. I've been afraid to work on charlotte because i've had to rip it once and since I won't have a pattern to follow after the 46th row, i'm afraid i'm going to be doing it wrong. I know I should just work on it and watch to make sure it's the same as the pattern sheet, I just don't like frogging projects especially lace ones. I have to start all over, I can't just pick up stitches. :(